I have to say i have ultra patience when i faced him and only him.

Friends out there are caring and concern how much am i going to suffer if i choose this man.

But nobody will think how much love and care this person have given me also thou he always makes me sad and feel betrayed.

Im just too determined i can say.

When i last knew we are just meant to be together and perhaps these are parts of the things i have to accept if i choose this man i gave up the thoughts that someone else is going to snatch him away.

Now im even stronger and i will get my ways to stay with this man no matter what happens.

I will and am not going to lose to a divorcee with a kid.

This is too ridiculous and in the end we shall see who is losing.

Farking bitch really piss me off by creating such a chaos in my live.

Im going to see how you suffer in the end.