Finally meet up with the gals on friday after our last gathering at boilers.
This time we have choosen somewhere relaxing unlike those place with noisy crowds we used to go.
New Asia Bar.
Perhaps you should try.
Good view, nice music and best of all the company from the gals.


Its time 8.48pm and im in my room boring typing away.
Still waiting for him to buy me dinner after his appointments.


Starting to miss my baby more and more.
Wonder is she eating well and sleeping well.
At this moment i start to blame myself.
I can't do anything to protect her from what had happen.
Though everything will end very soon but its going to be like a long time to her.


I miss her voice.
I miss arguing with her.
I miss her nagging and concern.
And i really miss her so very much.


Next month will be either a sad or happy month for me.
The most important was not my birthday.
Its his answer that really excites me every now and then.
Whether yes or no still i know i have to carry on.
Its just that im tired waiting for nothing to come out.
And the most terrible thing i hate in this world is "WAITING".
Why isit so hard for people to make decision i really don't understand.
Why can't just open your mouth and its just so simple to say it out "YES" or "NO" when 1000s over words came out from our mouth everyday.